Blogger Anger Management

I'm having some serious and real anger problems when it comes to my blog. I love this blog and I think about blogging quite a bit. I just can't bring myself to deal with the technology that is required to change my background, pictures and whatever else I think I need to do to keep up with all those out there with this cute, crafty blog. It makes me angry. There is Original template and then Designer template. My problem is that I think I want Original, but when I try to do that it doesn't seem like the same blog I used to understand. So then I go with the Designer and then it never comes out looking like I want it to. I'm just smart enough to get the basic job done, but not smart enough to make it do what I want. So the bottom line is this...I want to blog, blogging makes me angry. I'm going to try to get some therapy over the issue and get back to posting about my awesome life as a Mommy. I really need to be blogging because with Christmas approaching I have heard some pretty awesome things in the last few weeks.